Trick or Treat

I asked miss Peanut today Trick? or Treat?  She said trick.  I wasn't expecting that and didn't have anything witty or funny planned,  maybe tomorrow we'll try again.  Tonight was our annual Trunk or Treat at the church.  Since having kids,  Officer has worked 3 of 4 Halloweens, so its often a challenge for me to get the kids all ready and out the door.  We made it though, and it was really fun - the primary even had a "Monster Mash"  dance party for the kids and I'd say that was the highlight of the night for Handsome.  Miss Peanut was not interested in much other than the Trick or treating part and Little miss cupcake wanted nothing to do with her costume, so I have no picture of her in it yet - Monday,  she will wear it long enough to get a picture!  Mwahahaha! The low point - was when I caught an extension cord on the stroller and knocked an entire crock pot of soup onto the church carpet - I'm just that talented. I'll shoot for better pictures on Halloween, but this was all I got today.

My Pirate :)

My Princess (so glad she wanted to be Belle again.)

 

 Our Friends

  Our Pirate was smitten by cute Miss Rapunzel.  At our Monster Mash check out this video.  

Handsome is such a ladies man/gentleman already. :) You can see Rapunzel's cute dancing feet in the upper right corner or the video.  He totally heads straight for Rapunzel and offers his hand to dance with her,  you'll see it  if you watch close in the video.  My visiting teacher will kill me cause she is the mom in the foreground, but you have to watch my little pirate.

Picture Perfect

Officer had been working all weekend (he works nights you see); I saw him for about 10 minutes as he headed out to go hunting at midnight Sunday night for a few days.  I had a baby who had been up every 1-2 hours each night all weekend  and wouldn't go back to sleep without nursing (she's been sleeping 8-10 hours for a while now, so I had been a little spoiled :).  So needless to say this weekend was entirely exhausting.  By Tuesday morning I was fried.  After being up all night once again the other morning went a little something like this:

• 6:30am Cupcake is finally back asleep.
• 6:59 am Handsome wakes up
• 7:03  Handsome in front of PBS with some cocoa (carnation breakfast); mom crawls back in bed hoping PBS will keep him occupied long enough for me to catch a few more minutes of sleep before I tackle the day. 
• 7:08 Miss Peanut woke up and was now occupied by PBS as well
• 7:10 Handsome comes down the hall to find me followed by the aroma of his hind side.  
• 7:12 I drag myself out of bed to change him before his newly discovered skill of taking off his clothes creates a bigger problem 
• 7:13  Miss Peanut races to the potty 
• 7:14 Handsome back to PBS; Miss Peanut apologizing for peeing in her pants.  
• 7:15  Mom tells Miss Peanut that she is upset as she slips on chocolate milk barf in the hallway.
• 7:16  Mom crying while scrubbing barf from feet and the floor;  Miss Peanut whaling that she is so so sorry.  
• 7:17  Cupcake wakes up screaming due to Miss Peanut's whaling.  Handsome crying for me to hold him. 
• 7:18  Mommy  and 3 babies crying.  
• 7:19  Mommy calls her mommy crying.  
• 7:25  Deep breath,  Try starting the day again.
• 9:30  Cupcake asleep again,  Two kids dressed, fed, content with some PBS.  2nd attempt at a few minutes nap.
• 9:35  Handsome so thoughtfully brings me a tall glass of cold water from the fridge,  another recent new talent.  He tries to hand it to me and in the process spills the entire contents into my bed.  
• 9:36 So much for nap. 

With the exception of the crying while scrubbing barf and phone call to my mommy in my sleepless delirium,  I was then able to laugh my way through it.  I'm grateful that we didn't have anywhere we needed to be that day.  We spent most of it in our Jammies.  It was not a picture perfect day by any means and I was incredibly exhausted,  but I feel really blessed to able to be home with my little ones.

Ready, set, go

My little superman, after turning two just last week, has suddenly started to be interested in doing his business big-boy style.  I really had no intention of actually potty training him this early and I don't think I will really take the plunge for a while yet, but when he has asked me to, we have let him try.  Sure enough,  we have had at least one positive potty moment everyday this week,  #1 and #2 because he has said he wanted to use the potty.  There is hope on the horizon that one day we will only have one in diapers...

Fall

Knowing that colder weather is approaching all too fast we've been spending the afternoons in the sandbox,  on the swings, and in the garden.  We were able to have a couple fun playdates this week, but tonight it was just me and the kids.

 I can't believe she is big enough to hang out in the swing!?  How did that happen?  Handsome is trying to get the hang of the big swing now that "bister"  (he has combined baby and sister into bister) has taken the little swing.   His acrobatics were quite comical and he ended up on the ground a lot, but he loved it!  Miss Peanut was busy picking the few flowers that are left this year and building a "world" in the sandbox so I didn't get her pictured while I had the camera outside.

I'm hoping these beautiful fall days stick around a few more weeks, we're just not ready to hibernate for the winter yet.

Harriet Potter

Today I was shopping second hand at a thrift store near my house.  Even with my amazing lasik vision, I bent down to pick up an item off a low shelf and failed to notice a peg sticking out right in front of me. WHACK - it got me.  On the bright side, maybe I could pass for a Harriet Potter, for Halloween?  

Rain Delay

Our plans to go to the Farmstead for Handsome's Birthday had to be postponed because of rain, but only for a week.  The highlight of the affair for Miss Peanut was, of course, the pony ride.  She really surprised me, actually.  This was a first for her and she didn't even hesitate.  Her sweet pony's name was Cody. 

 Handsome on the other hand was terrified even just to sit on his pony Spice, he was perfectly content just to wave to big sister with dad from the fence.  He did love the bumpy PVC pipe; we watched him take off a couple times without a second thought for that slide and it wasn't until after he went down and looked up to find a crowd of strangers at the bottom of the slide that he got a little nervous and started looking for mom or dad.  Cupcake didn't get to participate too much in the activities, but was pretty darn cute hanging out in the stroller as long as she didn't have to have her hat on.       

Blog Makeover.

For a few months I've been struggling to keep up with the blog among other things.  Nothing too serious, it's just the normal after baby adjustment period and trying to get the hang of things adding another little set of hands to take care of.  I get overwhelmed sometimes if I think too much about the responsibility I have as a mother.  This summer I was insistent that I could help with something super important I'm sure, but one of my sister-in-laws said "It's just not your season." Of course I was capable of doing it, but my hands were busy tending to little hands.  I heard that again today actually, "It's just not your season," from another sister-in-law.  I love being a mother;  I'm just learning that even though I'm capable of doing a lot of things, it isn't really needful to (I'm kind of a perfectionist, and kind of stubborn like that; it takes me a while to figure some simple things like that out.).  Especially not right now while my little ones are little.  So for now, this is my season; to focus on my little family because that is what matters most and all too soon seasons change.
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Keep scrolling for the other posts I finally finished.  

Old Soul

 There are wise words from an old soul contained within this little three year old. Today she shared a few with me; I just love her.

Happy Birthday

This handsome sweet boy turned 2.  To celebrate we were going to go to the Farmstead, but we got rained out.  Instead we had all of our family over for warm yummy soup and dump truck cupcakes. It was a fabulous affair!   This little boy was in heaven with all the cars, trucks, police cars, planes he got.  

When I leave this frail existence...

When I leave this frail existence,
When I lay this mortal by,
Father, Mother, may I meet you
In your royal courts on high?
Then, at length, when I've completed
All you sent me forth to do,
With your mutual approbation
Let me come and dwell with you.

These are touching words in the final verse of the hymn O My Father, but more than that they were words to a hymn that my Grandma Izzy held dear.  Just a few weeks before she passed away I was able to take my little family down to visit her.  Although she was quite ill,  I was able spend a little while quietly sitting at her bedside.  I sat holding my baby in one hand and her hand in the other.  I will never forget those moments with her;  she was at peace in her life because she had lived it faithfully, she had been away from her husband for nearly 20 years, and she was at peace with what lay ahead for her both in this life and beyond.  I felt that peace from her; I wanted so much to just stay with her a little longer and listen to her.  It was just a matter of just a couple of weeks before she passed away and it wonderful see all of her Children, Grandchildren, and Great-grand children come together.  What an amazing influence one woman can have on so many.  She was so loved and will be greatly missed, but we know that it will not be for too long.           

Video Links

Here are some video links from this summer fun.  Enjoy.
1 - Cupcake finds her voice
2 - Dancing at the "Ninja Park"
3 - Handsome
4 - Miss Peanut as "The Mom"
5  - Miss Peanut - On "Where milk comes from"
6 - Miss Peanut - Teaching her cousin to ride a bike, except when he's down.

A little help please.

The other day I was busy with something and I asked Miss Peanut for a little help.  Cupcake had woken up and wanted some attention and I asked Miss Peanut to go in and sing her a song.  This is what I found a few minutes later.  Gratefully Cupcake was still in one piece and everyone was happy.

Cousins

Our kids are also having withdrawals from cousins.  Last month we had swimming lessons every morning for 2 weeks with cousins,  several family lunch or dinner functions with cousins, one trip to the zoo, and a cousin sleepover, followed by 8 days camping with our CA/AZ cousins.  We had lots of fun and Miss Peanut talks constantly about all the fun memories she's made this summer with them.  We're hoping to see them all again soon.  

Grandma Izzy

I have hundreds of memories of my grandma; I've been thinking about a few of them.

• she makes handmade chocolates, I still want to learn how to do that from her.
• I remember sneaking eclairs from the fridge in the spider room when we were visiting for my aunt Jana's wedding - they were so good.
• I have a picture of me as a little girl wearing her shoes 
• Playing dress up in her costume jewelry.
• The old barbie collection she let us play with as kids.
• she took us swimming in the summer, a lot.
• she took us to see plays,  I've tried to start doing that with Miss Peanut.
• she taught us card games; golf, hand and foot, canasta.
• I make gooshy cinnamon toast because of her.
• she took us shopping when we stayed with her in the summers, sometimes to Park City.
• I think I got some of my thriftiness from her, she is always watching ads for sales whether its groceries or clothes.
• She came to my college graduation
• I lived with her during two summer internships I had, one right before I got married.  I really appreciated that time I was able to spend with her.  She even let me trim and paint her toenails once during that time.
• We visited my Grandpa's gravesite together.  I can't imagine how hard some times have been for her since he passed away.
• She makes yummy chocolate fudge for ice cream.
• She let Officer and I do laundry at her house  for months when we first got married and didn't have a washer/dryer.
• We were able to meet up with her for lunch once when we had a layover in Salt Lake.
• We've been able to stay with her numerous times over the years when we've been in town to visit.  I'm glad all my kids have met her.  
• I was so grateful that she came to Cupcake's blessing and Officer's award ceremonies in April.

That is just a handful I can think of right off.  I've been thinking that I need to make a trip to visit her for a while. I don't really think that it is coincidence that people are on our mind, I just need to remember to act on those impressions sooner when I have them.  I'm at such a busy point in my life right now with little kids;  time just speeds up and before you know it,  I've been intending to call or plan a trip to visit for weeks or months.  I found out yesterday that my grandma has a tumor near her pancreas.  We won't know how serious for another week or so, but never really a good thing.  I called her after that.  She told me she had just had a dream that past night about me and my family. She probably couldn't tell, but I cried.  We had a nice chat,  I could tell that she hasn't been feeling well - a little more tired.   She's 81 now.  As I knelt to pray last night many of my thoughts were of her and what a strong woman she is and the example she has been for me.      This news just made me stop and realize that we take so many people for granted, they are just always there, and someday they may not be.  So if you haven't recently tell them you love them.

3 of a kind?

I've been asked more lately it seems like who my babies look like.  So, here are my three babies at about 3 months.  To me they all look different from each other and from us.  
Here is what mom and dad looked like at about the same age.

Curious George.

This is my curious george; or my family circus cartoon where the little boy is followed all over by a dotted line.  I love this little face, he is one of the three most precious things I have in my care.  You just truly don't understand until some things until you become a parent;  a mother.  I have a lot left to learn for sure, but last night  I lost this little boy.  It was the most panicked 4 minutes I have ever experienced  in my life.      Next to the other panicked 2 minutes I had with him a couple weeks ago when I saw him face down in a swimming pool.  This boy is afraid of nothing and that scares me.  I hope he has more than 9 lives, because he has used 3 in just the last few weeks.

Have you ever seen the play/movie "It's a Miracle"?  There is a part in there where this LDS missionary  going about his day while his guardian angel is constantly ahead of him protecting him from various things - its kind of comical.  Anyway, I just think this little boy has more than the usual number of guardian angels watching out for him for my sake, and he keeps them busy.  Two weeks ago while swimming I was sitting with Cupcake and Miss Peanut and Handsome in the kiddie pool.  I had just seen handsome, but I shot out of my seat looking for him and found him face down in the deep end.  Officer was just feet from him with his back to him, I saw Handsome throw his body back enough to get him out of the water for a breath before he went back under.  I made it a habit that he just has a life jacket on at all times, but he was still face down.  In my panic I didn't hand cupcake off to anyone so I couldn't jump in and I felt like I couldn't yell loud enough, I felt totally helpless.  I'm so glad Officer was close enough to get to him quickly, but it was still the longest two minutes ever...until last night.

I sometimes feel like my kids miss out on ward parties, etc because it's hard to go with little little kids by yourself and often Officer is working because of his shift.  Now it wouldn't be as big a deal if I had two of me,  but most of the time it's just me.  Last night I decided to take the kids to our ward party at a local park.  Officer took his lunch to come eat with us, but after he had to leave for a call, my hands were full.  I was watching the kids on the playground and chatting with a gal in my ward and somehow I looked away just long enough to for him to slip from my view.  Literally I looked down to give Cupcake a binky and when I looked back up to take inventory of the other two again he was gone.  I watched for just a minute waiting for him to come down a slide or pop up somewhere but he didn't.  I started circling the park and as I passed a few people I recruited their help, but the longer he was out of site the more panicked I got. Gratefully the party planners had a microphone/sound system set up and the announced it so that more people started looking.  He found very quickly by some of our good friends but he was quite a distance from the playground in just a matter of maybe 5 minutes.  I don't want to live like a hermit with my kids locked and leashed and I'm learning to give them some freedom because my other two hand are usually taking care of Cupcake.  It really is difficult to let go though and I don't even have any little ones in school yet.

Being married to Officer I feel like I've had to have great faith that when he goes to work, he will come home.  I have faith that he will not be taken from this earth before it is his time to go; that he will be protected. If I didn't, I would be paranoid and anxious all the time because of the things he sees and deals with daily.  I'm trying to have that faith with my children.  I learning that they won't always be in my care,  and I can't control what happens when I'm not there, but I have faith that they will come home safely to me. And this little man is surely keeping his guarding angels busy.

Kid Comedy

Driving home from CA, 
Miss Peanut: can't we go home? 
Me: we are going home its just taking forever. 
Miss Peanut: it's taking five-evers. 


During our family home evening lesson tonight (we have ours on odd days because of Officers Schedule.)
Me:  How can we help make our family strong?
Miss Peanut: um...with some oatmeal and food...and some vegetables.

Recovering

Getting back from vacation takes me about a week or so to recover.  I did probably 15 loads of laundry today,  it is currently piled on my bed so I have to fold them before I crawl into bed, but for now I'm avoiding it and looking at the cute pictures of my kids from our trip to the Cali coast.  It has been a tradition in officer's family for 40+ years now  to go diving the first week in August, when Abalone season opens.  Whenever we can we try to be there.  We stay in Officers hometown for a couple days to break up the trip and then head to the coast.  It's beautiful, and I love that we miss the super hot weather that we have in July/August here.  It's usually overcast and chilly - we wake up seeing our breath, drink lots of hot cocoa, wear lots of layers, chat around the campfire until late, and of course the ocean.  It is so much work, but such a fun tradition for our family.  I love that Miss Peanut is at the age where she really is making lots of memories.  Not going to lie,  it was a challenge for me this year with 3 little ones - I just don't have enough hands.  I was grateful to have a tent trailer this year and my sister-in-laws' hands to help with my babies.  So with that here is an overload of pictures.

Missing Binky...looks like this.

 Unexpectedly - we lost our last binky on this trip so it was as good a time as any to detox from "bink-bink" as Handsome calls it.  He was ready to a few months ago, but I waited because it was about the time we had Cupcake.   It has gone well and we are now about 1 1/2 weeks binky free.

 Thanks Carl for making us feel at home while we stayed in V-Town.

 I made hats to keep us all warm - kind of a fun tradition I think I'll continue.

 4 three year olds.  These guys we all born within about 3 weeks of each other and they were great entertainment for us and they were great buddies.

 So grateful for Mar-Mar helping with the kids!

 Bathtime at camp looked like this...times 5 kids. I was so grateful for my sister in law - she is kind of my camping hero - I'm learned lots of thing from her to make camping with kids go a little more smoothly.

 Swinging in the hammock

 Beach day.

 sand angels

 nap time with uncle Aroni

 Cupcake stayed bundled up with me most of the time.

 checking out dinner.

 This kid has been a picky eater - he's still getting teeth so that's part of it, but he'll pick sand over other things unless it resembles so kind of sweets/ chocolate, etc.  However, he put away an entire plate of fish,  no exaggeration.  We love fresh fish, it's really so so yummy!

 checking out the tide pools

 So cute - they kept saying le-me-see when ever I took a picture.  I have a dozen like this with their silly sticky smore faces.  

 Miss Peanut learned to ride her bike while we were there - she still has training wheels, but until this trip she had a hard time with the pedalling - now she's riding like a champ!

 Love this face! Check out how dirty their hands are.

 Our attempts at a family picture.  It's always breezy at the beach there, but I was hoping for an overcast day when we got everyone bathed and dressed, no such luck, but still - a picture with all of us in it.  Cupcake was not digging the wind.

 Trying to be so big!
 All done camping,  the last night we went to a place called "Cowlicks"  and talked about our favorite part of camp.  I forgot my camera of course, but I think that just might be the start another tradition for us.

Foster Freeze milkshakes.  Handsome and I shared he would say  "My turn" at least three time for every one of my turns.  So cute- he is talking up a storm.
Okay, so now I have to play catch up with the pictures and video from swim lessons and while my brother's family came out to visit before this trip.  My kids are going to have cousin withdrawals this week after almost a month solid of cousins everyday.  We already miss all the cousins and family!