Once there was a Snowman

I was suffering from a little cabin fever after being home most of
the weekend while Officer was working, so today after a storm brought about 4 inches of snow I got out and built a "Big Fwausty" with miss Peanut. Very theraputic for me!

Santa came...

Christmas morning was great the kids slept until 7:30am - and it took Miss Peanut almost 2 hours playing with her stocking goodies before she discovered that there were presents under the tree and that Santa came and brought her a kitchen! Here's her reaction:

And Daddy got a GPS (the clip is just of him searching for it - I figured family might get a laugh, but don't feel like you have to watch it - it's kind of long).

And the little man is growing like crazy and talking up a storm. He's weighing in around 15lbs at 3 months now. What a chubba! I love it, except when he has a rough night and I'm pacing the floor with 15lbs for hours...uh...yah. The rough nights are getting fewer and father between now, and once he gets to sleep he's sleeping about 7-8 hours which is wonderful and Miss Peanut is getting to be such a big helper now that she knows he's here for good. Forgive the awful singing on the video - eh - it's just for him. This is what I just can't get enough of.

As for myself...I'm adjusting, I wish I had more hours in a day, but I'm realizing that no matter how much I do...there is always more tomorrow, so I'm trying to do less.

Catching up...

A picture is worth a thousand words right? So I'm choosing pictures, over writing a lot - and that's what most people would rather see anyway.

I'll start with Miss Peanut's birthday, which happened to fall on Thanksgiving day this year.

I have been putting sponge rollers in her hair now that it's getting long enough and she asks that her hair be "so pwetty" most nights, so for her birthday we wanted her to have so pwetty hair.

And this is the 2 year old I woke up to the next day. Can you sense the terrible two's from this stance. Seriously - we're already getting a taste of them.

We squeezed in a little party with lots of her cousins just before pumpkin pie. I dabbled at making her a cake this year - Mickey Mouse Clubhouse has been a favorite of hers so I went with a toodles cake. I thought it turned out alright.

We gave a Cabbage patch doll and a stroller. She demolished the stroller in days, so we returned it and it has since been replaced with a much sturdier one.

And the Little man spent time just hanging out with his Aunt Mackenzie.

and hanging out with daddy.

Miss Peanut now loves hide and seek - I love the little nose you can see peeking behind the door. Her giggles give her away everytime daddy comes to find her.

And she is still a daddy's girl - and the two of them together is just perfect!

I was so excited to decorate now that I have a mantle this year. I don't know why, but I just love being able to hang stockings there. I have spent many nights up with our little man by the glow of the Christmas lights - it's just so magical to me. I love Christmas time!

First time really playing in the snow! She got to build a snowman - I thought it was in the picture, but it's behind her - it was just a little frosty since we didn't have much snow.

Love the cheeks! And she picked out the boots she is wearing - I gave her a choice between that pair and one other - that is what she picked and she hardly takes them off inside or outside.

We had some friends over and it has been fun to watch our kids becomes friends too!

I found these two sitting on the couch, sharing the bag of chips by the Christmas tree, both with one hand in the bag. By the time I got the camera they had finished the bag, but it was so funny.

And these two handsome kids are about the same size, our little man is just a few ounces heavier and couple months younger. What a chubba!

Miss Peanut is getting to be such a big helper and such a sweet big sister. He has started to grin from ear to ear when he sees her.

See! This just makes me smile from ear to ear too!

Anyway - we're hanging in there - we've had quite a few rough nights with him being colicky, but I think we're on the downhill side of it now. The Holidays have been busy this year with babies and birthdays and family gatherings, but we're enjoying the season! We wish you all a Merry Christmas and hope that you're doing well!

Frosty the Snowman

Frosty has quickly become Miss Peanut's favorite Christmas movie/song this winter and she is just starting to try and sing along with songs. This morning before church we were able to get her to sing a little for the camera. I love it, but it's probably one of those only a mother could love moments. Thanks for sharing it with me. I promise to upload more pictures and video this week...hopefully we'll see how it goes.

Addresses!

I'm sending out Christmas cards soon and I'm realizing that lots of you have moved! Please send me your new address if you would like a Christmas card. Happy Holidays!

I'm in need of some super powers...anyone?

I love my kids...I do and I still want to have more, but it is a never-ending battle for me to decide what really needs to get done. I like order - a plan - schedule - routine - (Miss peanut is a very routine child) and having the little man has thrown all of that entirely out the window. Between callings, church stuff, holidays, birthdays, bills, keeping up with my house, and taking care of husband, kids and occasionally myself, I am feeling stretched - kind of like elasti-girl on the Incredibles. I'm in need of some serious super powers! And I'm blessed to be able to be a stay at home mom - for crying in the rain - or at whatever card commercial comes on. For those of you who have to work - my heart goes out to you!
Trying to find a balance has been really hard because seriously - it's all I can do to just take care of kids and get dressed some days. With Officer working swings, he works most of the night and sleeps a majority of the day, so me having sleepless nights and then trying to function to take care of two during the day has been so exhausting and I feel like I have no patience with my children or myself. And the disorder of my house...anywho so, I decided that I need to stop praying for more patience. Yep, every time I do, I inevitably have several rough days that require more patience than I want to exert and in the end I guess I have more patience, but the process - a little overwhelming this last week. I gotta say - I am just tired of trying to make it seem like I have it all together, cause I definitely don't. People have babies all the time and they manage, but I just can't seem to pull it together. I just have to conclude that all the other moms are trying to make it seem like they have it all together too? I know I will never attain perfection in this life, I know that I will never have trials I will not be able to overcome, and I know I can do hard things, but I didn't expect motherhood to be such a challenge for me - and I don't have school age kids, or teenagers, or missionaries, yet!
Needless to say, lots of things have been neglected this past month, the blog pretty much bottom of the list, so one of these days I'll post some more pictures, but today I just need to send this out there and get it off my chest.
Oh - and any of you awesome nursing moms out there - any great nursing meal plan books or sites? I'm so glad that nursing itself has gone better this time around, but everything I find says don't eat - anything, pretty much it feels like - very frustrating, so please throw some ideas out there for me, because even the littlest things seem to upset this little man's tummy the last week or so.